God is good!! God is trustworthy! God is faithful.
It took me a long time to take steps to where I believed even the first three words, “God is good!” I have struggled to live my life being able to fully trust and love anyone, most especially myself and God.
Life hit bottom for me 2 years ago. My marriage was ending, and I was in a hospital alone far from home.
I wasn’t expecting any visitors, but I received two. The first was my husband. We got in a fight, and I told him, “don’t come back.” The next time I was told I had a visitor, I couldn’t imagine who else would have driven the hour to see me.
I was brought to tears when I saw it was my kind, new neighbor. I was surprised she had made the hour drive to see me. She sat with me, visited and listened to me, and even brought me a gift.
The gift was a turquoise, leather-bound devotional book. She didn’t know it, but turquoise was my favorite color at the time. I also found the smooth texture of the book to be very comforting during this scary time.
My new neighbor’s act of love to visit me so far away touched the deepest parts of my hurting heart in a way no one else had been able to reach.
She is a woman of deep faith, so I believed her action to stem from her willingness to follow God’s promptings.
With all the brokenness in the world, I am glad I have found my anchor and peace in Jesus Christ alone.
Even in my most broken places, God is healing me. I know He is good! When the world seems turned upside down, Jesus is the person I trust most, and run to first.
My life felt like a perpetual winter, but I am finally seeing signs of spring. God is so good to come after me and rescue me.
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