What a difference a year and prayer makes!
I am still learning to trust God each morning, each time I feel scared.
I never asked to live with complex PTSD.
I would never wish on another living soul the nightmares, flashbacks, confusion, triggers turned into moments of terror.
But my complex PTSD reminds me I am human and can never do this life without God. It leads me to prayer and the word of God.
He comforts me and calms my wounded heart.
Today, the pain I live with humbles me, and reminds me I am only strong when I allow the Lord to carry me….the hardest truth and love for me to accept.
The pain pushes me to write, so that I may make myself and others aware of the love Jesus offers me, the most precious love of all.
I don’t always understand God’s plan for me, but I am trying to live His way by faith.
I am believing prayer works, and we are never alone.
I choose authentic over perfect.
Perfection is too great a burden to bear.
I am human. I allow myself to make mistakes, and not go into a shame spiral for it.
Admitting I can’t do it all was a hard pill to swallow.
I’m ready to do things God’s way.
Ruth Renee 
Long time supporter, and thought I’d drop a comment.
Your wordpress site is very sleek – hope you don’t mind me asking what theme you’re using?
(and don’t mind if I steal it? :P)
I just launched my site –also built in wordpress like
yours– but the theme slows (!) the site down quite a bit.
In case you have a minute, you can find it by searching for “royal cbd” on Google (would appreciate any feedback)
– it’s still in the works.
Keep up the good work– and hope you all take care of yourself
during the coronavirus scare!
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Justin, thank you for the kind words and the long time support!! I’ll take a look at your page. 🙂
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